Well, it's good to hear your voice  

I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wondered
I'm lonely here tonight

I'm lost here in this moment
And time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side

 I miss you
I need you

And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder every day

Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me, I will stay, I will stay

Well, I tried to live without you

But tears fell from
my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
God, I'm torn apart inside

I look up at the stars
Hoping you're doing the same
And somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say

I JUST WANT TO BE FREE... FOR A WHILE..

 i just ... Sometimes fatigue make noise in mind, making all the mistakes, mind, matter mixed together. I don't want to stare at a single point, but i need something that makes me feel free. 

for a while.  

not to go long, but off fatigue that is in my everyday life. At least a little less burden on the liver mind. I had to learn better. That's my focus from now on. Stay strong!

NB: Nov 15, 2014. *Iam late to work for the first time 

You were the true one

sometimes i feel like it's not worth it because i hate having to miss you. 

i hate having to deal with everything i love about you every day, 

but not being able to be with you. 

i hate it all. 

sometimes i even hate loving you. 

if only you understand how much you've dug yourself into my heart. 

i'm scared if i take you out, i'll bleed to death.

RAM LEE LA

Hey dhin tadaak dhin tadaak

Aaja ud ke saraat
Pairon se bedi zara khol
Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhum dhaayn
Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhaayn (x2)

Re khat-khat haan khat-khat
Baaje dastak woh na ab tak aaya
Re tab se haan tab se
Haan dekhe raahein
Ki ab tu khol baahein aaja
Umad-ghumad ghumein
Re machle re mora mann
Goonje re baalam ke bol

Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhum dhaayn
Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhaayn

Hey dhin tadaak dhin tadaak
Aaja ud ke saraat
Pairon se bedi zara khol
Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhum dhaayn
Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhaayn

Leeli lemdi re
Leelo nagarvel no chhod
Parbhu parodh na re
Maar gher uttaara karta jaao
Utaaro nahi karun re
Maar gher Sita juve vaat
Sita ekla re
Juve ram-lakhman ni vaat

O pal-pal re pal-pal beet'ta jal-jal
Naach ab chal aaja
Re tharr-tharr tharr-tharr
Haan kaanpe tharr-tharr
Haan darr darr jee se darr ab na na
Baagon mein bola, bola re bola
Morey badla re dil ka bhoogol

Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhum dhaayn
Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhaayn

Hey dhin tadaak dhin tadaak
Aaja ud ke saraat
Pairon se bedi zara khol

Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhum dhaayn
Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhaayn (x2)

Leeli lemdi re
Leelo nagarvel no chhod
Parbhu parodh na re
Maar gher uttaara karta jaao
Utaaro nahi karun re
Maar gher Sita juve vaat
Sita ekla re
Juve ram-lakhman ni vaat

Hey.... ho dhol baaje!

EVERYTHING.. Has Chaged..

All I knew this morning when I woke 
Is I know something now, know something now I didn't before 
And all I've seen since eighteen hours ago 
Is green eyes and freckles and your smile 
In the back of my mind making me feel like
I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now 
I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now 
I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now 
I just wanna know you know you know you
'Cause all I know is we said "Hello"And your eyes look like coming home 
All I know is a simple name 
Everything has changed
 All I know is you held the door 
You'll be mine and I'll be yours 
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

Your eyes.... give me something that never can be tamed ..

FRIENDS :)
This is the lovely year i ever had.. :) iam still in high school class.. With everlasting moment made you by. I will never forget the moment when we were together. I'll miss my youth time. That never sleeps, never forgotten, i'll save it in my remembrance till the end...

I LOVE YOU <3

Aprl 14th, 2010

I won't forget you my friends :) even you were just gave us one hour chance meeting for, but that'd always be the most in my remembrance :) You grown up now, you may forget us, but we won't and never ever do. I love you my Aquinas friends <3 xo xo Greetings from Purwokerto, Central Java, Indonesia