You were the true one

sometimes i feel like it's not worth it because i hate having to miss you. 

i hate having to deal with everything i love about you every day, 

but not being able to be with you. 

i hate it all. 

sometimes i even hate loving you. 

if only you understand how much you've dug yourself into my heart. 

i'm scared if i take you out, i'll bleed to death.